I have a blog that I never use. Sometimes I can't really justify having one, and other times, I just need to be able to write/read what it is that is bothering me, or whatever, in hopes that that will make it make more sense.
~I drink entirely too much.....common folk call it binge drinking. I've noticed that the following day, regardless of how much I drink, I have chest pains, trouble breathing, sensitivity all over my body, aches and pains, and I bruise way easier......not to mention missing work because of being hungover. All of these things are amplified based on how much I drink......light drinking = light symptoms, heavy drinking = feeling like death worked me over for 2-3 days straight. I know now what I need to do, and that is quit. It's not that big of a deal, I did it before for a month, I just need to make it last now.
~Bulletwolf rules. Period.
~One coworker is making me want to smash his skull in. Consistent with his errors, and nobody in management will do anything about it. Instead, all of us have to deal with his idiocy, and hope that he doesn't drag us down with him. The days are going by so slow because of having to stop all the time to fix his fuckups. Been here 7 1/2 months, and has the security access codes to the warehouse.......over people like myself who've been here longer, and over some other coworkers who've been here 10+ years. Just goes to show: S'ing D's will get you far. Fuck that dude.
~I am finally caught up on my bills. Just sucks because I'm now broke. Vicious cycle.
~Fuck credit.
~I have got to get a motorcyle next spring. I think getting out on the road is something that will do me some good. Especially on those days when you feel like you are the statue and not the bird.
I'm sure there's more, and maybe I can be better about posting on this thing, in hopes of not stressing myself to the max and snapping.
